Two years of my life

I didn't realize it's more than two years since my last post. A lot of things happened for the past two years... I think I made some improvement but also bad things happened...

This year, I finally graduated from my master degree in communication! Oh FINALLY!!! After those long long process... I didn't know it would take years for me to finish this... But nevertheless I am happy and grateful that I got what I want and what I need... The graduation process was tiring but I enjoyed each moment even though I have to spent another sum of money... I hate my school...

Hmmm I am also finally free from my last relationship. At one point I realized 'oh, I didn't think about him that way anymore!' or 'oh man, this is not my problem anymore'. It's funny to think back to the time when I was so in love with him... how much effort that I gave for that relationship to go on... in the end, he's not my 'someone'. So I made peace and let him go... or also because I've met someone new? I will tell the story about that in another post.

Oh one bad thing happened lately... On July, I was diagnosed with tumor inside my uterus. It is a benign tumor but I have to be careful if I don't want to go under surgery. So I do what the doctor asked me to do, restrictive diet. Hopefully the tumor won't grow bigger. It has already made me uncomfortable in doing things. I also had to resign from my full time job because of it... Frustrating but I have to make peace with it. At first I was continuously asking why... but now I understand that Allah wants to show His love for me... how blessed I am right now. Simply feeling grateful for everything... Now I know how much people love me and there for me.. how many people want to help me going through this..

Thank you, Allah. Alhamdulillah...

Regards, 

 

 ~If you die trying for something important, then you have both honor and courage~