New Year... New Me... (hope so...)

Last Day of 2011...

Today (because of a movie I watched) I've been thinking...

What have I done in my life after all these years?

Have I done anything proud?
Have I reached my dreams?
Have I done my best as a lecturer?
Have I writen anything that touch people's heart?
Have I given my best for my family, friends. or even the environment?

Then my brain answered, "No, you haven't."

All of these sudden thoughts have made me realized that I am no one...
I'm just a normal girl who live her ordinary life
I'm not special...
I'm just a dreamy girl who thinks that she is special

Damn!!! How many years that I've wasted only to be an ordinary girl among all of the people...

But I don't want to be an ordinary girl...
I want to be someone who can help people
I want to help my students more
I want to change people's life better

Maybe not today... maybe not tomorrow or even next year...
But the process must be started today!!

So, I think I need a good resolution for this year...

1. Find a good title for my master thesis and work for it
Yes, I have to start early for my thesis if I want to graduate on time.

2. Work harder, Higher salary
I bet it's not only me, is it?

3. Good grades in my master degree
Fiuuuhhhh... It was a real challenge to get a good mark on my first semester in graduate school. So I'm sure it will tougher on the second semester. But I will work my ass to keep the grades... You now that it will influence my job as a lecturer.

4. Healthier
Hell yeah I want to be healthier than last year. I was healthy from early this year but then I collapse in end of the year... Hahaha still adapt with my new activities...

5. Get the announcer job
Yup! I still want to be a radio announcer. I will make my voice recorded then send it to the local radio station

6. Finish one novel and publish it no matter how
You've read it! NO MATTER HOW!

7. Learn how to swim
I know this one will always be a new year resolution but end up as a next year resolution. But not this year!!! I will learn it and I will have the ability to swim. This year! YES, THIS YEAR!

Hmmm I guess that's all my resolution for 2012...

What? Love resolution?
Hmmmm... I guess I will let it as a bonus, just like this year, if I make a significant progress in my love life. Hehehe...

Well, Happy New Year 2012 for you, friends!!

Shinnen Akemashite Omedetou Gozaimasu, ne!!! \(^_^)/


Regards,



 ~If you die trying for something important, then you have both honor and courage~