You Lost Me

Hmmm... Gak tahu kenapa belakangan ini ada perasaan gak tenang dan pikiran gak jelas dalam diri gw. Meski perasaan gw sudah jauh lebih tenang, jauh lebih ringan, jauh lebih bahagia, dan luka yang tertoreh dalam di hati perlahan-lahan menutup, tapi ada sesuatu yang mengganjal dan ingin gw keluarkan.

Ada suatu hal yang ingin gw ungkapkan pada seseorang tapi gak bisa dan gw pun gak mau bicara atau menghubungi orang itu secara langsung. Karena gw masih menghindari dia, masih alergi sama dia, dan masih belum bisa memaafkan dia.

But fortunately!!!! I found a song that describes my feelings and my thought. I will use this song to express my thought. I hope expressing my thought through the song will finally makes my head and heart at ease. Every single word in the lyrics really matches up the situation.

Well, this is it! You Lost Me by Christina Aguilera...

By: Christina Aguilera

I am done, Smoking gun

We've lost it all, The love is gone

She has won, Now its no fun

We've lost it all, The love is gone

And we had magic

And this is tragic

You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected,

And somehow you left me neglected

We've found our lives been changed

Babe, you lost me

And we tried, Oh, how we cried

Oh, we lost ourselves, The love has died

And though we tried you can't deny

We're left as shells, we lost the fight

And we had magic

And this is tragic

You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

Oh, I feel like our world's been infected

And somehow you left me neglected

We've found our lives been changed

Cause babe, you lost me

Now I know you're sorry

And we were sweet

Oh, but you chose lust when you deceived me

And you'll regret it, but it's too late

How can I ever trust you again?

I feel like our world's been infected,

And somehow you left me neglected

We've found our lives been changed

Oh babe, you lost me

For you who hurt me (if you read this), yeah you lost me...

It wasn't me who lost you...

But it is you who lost me...

Finally I am able to be free from you

What I need now, is your sincere apology

When you mean it, I'll believe it

If you text it, I'll delete it

Let's be clear....

Regards,

~untuk mendapatkan sesuatu, kita harus menjalani proses seperti yang kita alami hari ini~